I AM UGLY

Lo leí y sentí como si alguien hubiera leido mis pensamientos en alguna de todas esas veces que digo que soy fea y mis amigas lindas me dicen que no.

me: im ugly
friends: no you're not
me: I AM UGLY and that's a fact. guys don't add me on facebook and like my pictures, they don't ask for my number, i get 5 text a day, one from my dad, two from my mom, one from the phone company and another one from some girl in my class asking me if there's something for tomorrow. guys don't text me saying 'goodmorning beautiful' or just even saying 'hi whats up?' if i have any guy friends they're one maybe two. you guys DO get texts, boysflirt with you, you're always complaining about boys, when nobody ever calls me pretty. you guys get a compliment at least twice a day, boys play with your hair, kiss your cheek, hold you from behind, and i'm just there watching, and if any boy wants to talk to me it's because they want me to give them something, or to call me bad names. i don't have 120 likes on my profile picture, i'm scared of doing a party because i know i wouldn't have any guy friends to invite. is it because i don't let anyone know me? NO, it's because i don't look good. why all the pretty girls out there are full of 'guy friends'? don't tell me because they're the best people ever because it ain't true. my teeth are not stunning, i don't like my smile, i'm insecure af, my eyes have nothing special and i don't even have the best body. and yes, you'll tell me i dont need anyone to tell me how pretty i am because i have to feel it myself, but i do not believe it so i won't pretend i do. i know i have my natural beauty and i like some things about myself, but i just wanna look atractive, loook at the mirror and find myself pretty, good-looking, and i know 'i'm beautiful' on the inside but society is a btich and ends up making everyone feels less than they are. so yes, i feel ugly, i am ugly, and don't tell me i'm not because i am.